Wednesday, July 05, 2006
[*fA.ti.GuE*] ...i'm so tired ... i'm so drained ... i'm so exhausted ... i just wanna rest and sleep ... but the thought of school tomorrow just prevents me from really getting my energy back ... thinking of school gives me stress and i'm wasting energy being stress ... oh wells ... SCHOOL ...
went to OCS today ... TJC and IJC went too ... my goodness ... i think the last time i went to OCS it was better ... as in in terms of fun lar ... cos i think the last time i went was when OCS was having an open house for the public ... and i went with the school which happened to be 2 years ago when i was sec 3 and when i was back in IJ ... so yar ... you get the picture ... and plus the fact that we weren't really touring touring but we were walking around taking rides and doing the obstacle course which had a lot of IJ girls screaming their lungs out ... haha ... yup ...
okies ... so we went to OCS today ... we toured ... toured ... toured ... played a bit of games ... but actually i didn't really played ... but took photos instead ... yup ... walked around ... toured ... drink water ... sit down ... watched videos ... eat ... haha ... yup ... oh and we visited the bunks there too .... my goodness ... the lodging is good lar ... i mean in comparison to previous generations ... batches ... that kind of thing ... and in OCS ... it's 2 to a room !!! and the room is of reasonable size too ... apart from the training ... life seems to be good there ... haha ... if there was not training ... i'd go to OCS ... haha ... but then ... if there's no training ... it won't be OCS then ... haha ...
yup ... so that's what we did today ... which explains for why i'm so metally and physically drained ... yup ... my appetite's been poor lately ... as in ... i'm not eating as how i would ... i'm actually eating less ... guess it's the stress ... i dunno ... hmmm ... not really good ... but i just can't bring myself to eat ... i'd feel so full ... hmmm ... maybe something's wrong with me ...
okies ... school is tiring ... my legs or rather my body is aching due to physical training for PE yesterday ... i died ... it's so painful lar ... i'd rather stay stationary ... it'll reduce the pain of having to move ... and if i don't move ... i won't feel the aching muscles ... yup ... but ... life's not like that ... so yar ... anyway ... i can endure with the pain ... so yar ...
kaes ... my eyes are like dropping bit by bit ... and i'm feeling so so so sleepy ... so ... i'm gonna sleep now ... NITES !!!
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 7/05/2006 09:40:00 pm
